Michael is still less than 5 minutes away and the sadness in me rising.
Nearly 2 months we will not see us and just now, when so much stress on me to come, I'm all alone. This reminds me of the situation at the Tests of the FOS, as my parents and my sister and I were in Poland had to cope with this terrible test of time alone ... Which back then was not soo bad, because then I always had people around me. But it's what else to sit at home all day to get to know (more or less) and that you have to smoke his Zigarrette alone.
And when the stress is gone once the exams, I have to make me of the home ... If I think so tuned .... Have since yesterday again ... get my spot in the visual Today I got my first
Unit kept clean and it was bad.
I knew that it is not my thing to talk in front of people, but is it so bad I had not thought of. I tried a few people give positive feedback, but my mood was not improved. When it came to votes, went for me nothing more.
I'm upset with myself, but also to our instructor, who has graded totally unfair. Friederike from my class who was really the first class, even it has only a second
And it has really torn up the ass. Our lovely teacher has said that it is not the 1-3 gap opens further. In the end, everyone has a second Some a little worse, the other a little better. But two exceptions, they did, of course, entirely subjective, a 1 - got ... ass ....
Well, I'm out of it learned and will think about for the future 3 times if I will ever again hold a presentation.
Will I allow myself the same time a beer ... vll this makes me think of other things.
future I will still be seen on a concert. Since playing "the black panties. No idea what they are doing so, I just know that there are women and should do pretty good music. Am not going to look on myspace, but let me surprise today evening, for it is always free. The rest of my weekend I will spend to learn sociology.
Well then, skin clean.
